Am I losing my fandom ?

[Circleville Guy]

I’ve got it in my mind that I will pull for the team all year. I’ve also decided that by year’s end that if it doesn’t look like an organization that’s growing that I’m done. It’s a decision that I made before the first game. I’ve been a fan since the 80’s but my prospective has changed. My priorities aren’t the same as when I was younger. It’s supposed to be an experience full of big highs and some lows and not an all around bummer. My parents are aging and I’m spending more time with them. I’m not gonna go to another team, I think that I just need a long separation until the MB smell fades from this mess.