Cheyenne - Gonna miss the old girl

[Vas Deferens]

Been where your wife was Harley when my Ivan passed a few hrs ago. I downed a bottle of four roses marri’age’ blend I’d been holding on to for 10 years that night. Instead of researching on the internet like she is, I just conjured reasons in my mind, thinking of things I could have done differently etc. but that was because for most his life it was just he and I. My fiancée who lived with us at the end was enormously helpful the day of and weeks after, mostly by just listening and occasionally telling me I couldn’t blame myself. She knew, like you do it appears, that it’s part of the grief process and just vocalizing my thoughts allowed me to come to the correct conclusion. I loved that dog more than I could imagine leading me to not comprehend the ‘why’... then one day it clicked.

Probably of no help and nothing you don’t already know, but damnit if I don’t feel for you and your lady and hope you two do exactly as you just detailed. Healthy plans there.