Losing out on 1st pick

[WhoDey]

I have been a die hard fan for 30 years. I am not sure i could stomach losing out on the 1st pick. I have never rooted for the Bengals to lose, until last week. Not getting the overall 1st pick at this point, would feel like another disappointment in a long line of failures with this franchise. I can already imagine seeing Taylor's stupid face smiling after winning 2 meaningless games. I honestly feel like it is 50/50 they win out. Seems like the media has already awarded the 1st pick to the Bengals. Feels like they will screw it up, as usual.