The sensation is surreal

[Tomkat]

There was a time not too long ago where I couldn't even bring myself to watch big (Bengal) games, because I was convinced the team was "jinxed" and I was somehow contributing to it. Not anymore. Now, I just sit back and enjoy the games. I still get plenty nervous/excited when good things happen, but other than a "dammit" I don't get too upset when something bad happens. It IS a surreal sensation, though.. when you've come to expect "BAD" for so long... it's hard to soak in the good. I'm doing my best to... as I'm sure we all are.