02-12-2022, 03:59 AM
Very nervous. Can't work. Keep checking Jungle Noise, which isn't up to its usual quality, perhaps because so many influential posters are in Los Angeles.
Here's what I keep thinking. If they don't win this year, then that will be three losses without a win. (All of which I have seen.). That would mean pressure all next year to get back here and then, if they finally do, the pressure of hearing that the Bengals could tie a record with the Bills and Vikings for most appearances without a win.
And I keep thinking I'm old and might never see a win in my lifetime.
And I remember the horrible feeling from the last two losses and don't want that feeling again. I want instead to feel victory and a joyful offseason and rest of my life about this stunningly amazing year. I want to watch the playoff victories and Super Bowl victory over and over all off season, rather than want nothing to do with football because of how much a loss will hurt.
Here's what I keep thinking. If they don't win this year, then that will be three losses without a win. (All of which I have seen.). That would mean pressure all next year to get back here and then, if they finally do, the pressure of hearing that the Bengals could tie a record with the Bills and Vikings for most appearances without a win.
And I keep thinking I'm old and might never see a win in my lifetime.
And I remember the horrible feeling from the last two losses and don't want that feeling again. I want instead to feel victory and a joyful offseason and rest of my life about this stunningly amazing year. I want to watch the playoff victories and Super Bowl victory over and over all off season, rather than want nothing to do with football because of how much a loss will hurt.
