How do you keep interest in rebuilding years?

[samhain]

Straight up clinical masochism. I don't like needles or razors (eew!), so I just consume as much Bengals football content as possible. You can easily self-harm without anyone asking you about scars or scabs. If I'm feeling good I just search 2005 or 2015 AFC Wildcard games and t brings me right back to where I like to be.

Keeps me disciplined and grounded, really.