02-22-2018, 04:13 PM
I attempted it once.
March 1993. Bad day at school, bad week at school, bad year at school led up to it. Depression, and that worthless feeling got to be too much. Got home from school that day. no one was home at the time. went into the bathroom and took a handful of pills. i don't remember what i took. laid down in my bed to go to sleep. But I woke up. went downstairs and ate supper with the folks that night, and went on with my life like nothing happened. I don't know? I've never told anyone about that. neither my sister nor my folks know about it. My wife doesn't know.
everyday I look at my son and i try to figure out a way to make sure he doesn't go down that same mental path. I know life is going to get him down, but if I can arm him somehow with the ability to rise above it all and make him see its going to get better eventually, let him KNOW that what I did was NOT right, was NOT the right choice to make, I'll have done my job as a father.
March 1993. Bad day at school, bad week at school, bad year at school led up to it. Depression, and that worthless feeling got to be too much. Got home from school that day. no one was home at the time. went into the bathroom and took a handful of pills. i don't remember what i took. laid down in my bed to go to sleep. But I woke up. went downstairs and ate supper with the folks that night, and went on with my life like nothing happened. I don't know? I've never told anyone about that. neither my sister nor my folks know about it. My wife doesn't know.
everyday I look at my son and i try to figure out a way to make sure he doesn't go down that same mental path. I know life is going to get him down, but if I can arm him somehow with the ability to rise above it all and make him see its going to get better eventually, let him KNOW that what I did was NOT right, was NOT the right choice to make, I'll have done my job as a father.
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Deceitful, two-faced she-woman. Never trust a female, Delmar, remember that one simple precept and your time with me will not have been ill spent.
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