Trying to quit smoking

[HarleyDog]

(05-14-2018, 11:43 PM)Nebuchadnezzar Wrote: I had forgotten about this thread and sorry to say, I still haven't quit smoking, it is extremely hard for me to quit and I don't know why.

I think it's because I have been smoking pretty much for my entire life and it has been a part of me.

I have gone for a couple of days without smoking though but I made sure that I was exhausted for those days and stayed busy. But that is hard to do when you are disabled and can't continue like you can when healthy. Those days of work left me in bed for days, I was in so much pain, lol.

I am only smoking about 10 per day though and I'm hoping that my next fight against this terrible habit goes better with the Chantix.

It's a long road...for me but I'll get there, I have too.

By the way, look up what happens to you when you quit smoking and use those benefits as motivation. The very last one, the 10-15 years after is amazing. 

Oh and the Chantix actually helped me lose weight too. It made everything I ate taste terrible so I didn't eat as much. I was hoping for the weird dream side effects though instead. I love having weird dreams, they are so much fun. Especially the ones that scare the crap out of you and you wake up realizing that it was only a dream and the relief you feel is fantastic.

I know, that's weird, lol.

Not weird at all. Chantix dreams are both scary and amazing. However, once I tried it again and had a pretty severe depression episode, I am afraid to take it for awhile. The thoughts were suicidal, which they warn to stop taking immediately. I only took the starter pill. Didn’t have that effect before when I took it. Who the heck knows what’s gonna happen with that drug. However I must own the blame. I didn’t take it as directed. Seems I love beer as much as cigarettes.

As far as staying busy? Shit, how many times can a 50yr old guy fap in a day?